Whole again

I had cut a path
into abyss
and followed it
until I didn't
exist
and closed my eyes
and yelled for
help,
asking forgiveness
for mistakes I've
held.
And, feeling light,
my eyes opened,
finding
the original path,
the green,
the horizon.
Finding myself
again.
Finding myself
with you.
And I am restored.
And I am whole